Saturday, December 31, 2016
IT'S A NEW YEAR , MAKE IT A GOOD YEAR
I have been trying to work on changing my behavior. I am a very sensitive and emotional person. I have been, and am continuing to, work on controlling the way I react to people and situations. I try not fly off the handle. I still make mistakes/. I am not perfect. I always apologize. All I can do is keep trying. I know I am improving.
With the help of The Starkloff Disability Institute, I am working toward getting some kind of writing job that I can do from the facility. This is the first step in my plan to find a new living situation/ My resume is now completed. I may be physically dependent on other people, but, I am a proud person. I know I can't earn much, but I need have a job to feel productive and improve my self-worth.
I learned that I angered the individual .who forced me from my house. It's true, I yelled, begged and pleaded to remain in my house. If by some remote chance you are reading this, please accept my apology. My whole life was taken away. I am sure, had you been in my position, you would have reacted the same way.
I keep busy. I am even learning Spanish online. People here just exist. I cannot do that. I want a life. For the first time in a very long time, I have hope that positive changes will happen for me in 2017.
I hope the country and the world will become more united in 2017. I pray that the incoming administration does not cut funding to programs needed by so many.
Thank you to my family for their continued love and support this past year. I love you all very much. To all of my readers, I hope the coming year brings many positive changes to your life. Thank you for taking life's journey with me.
HAPPY NEW YEAR. Make it a good year.
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