Five years ago, today, on July 7, 2012,, I wrote my first Confessions of a Disabled Diva blog post. I didn't remember the date until it showed up in my news feed on Facebook. Five years, 190 posts. This blog began as an experiment. I wanted to see if I could write something other than children's stories. I wanted to see if I could write a blog that adults would want to read.
My first post was about Lucie. I knew writing about her would be easy for me. Everyone knew how much she meant to me. She meant even more after my mom passed away. I wanted people to know just how special Lucie was. I rolled up to my desk and began typing. When the post was finished, I'd written a post titled "For the Love of Lucie." https://confessionsofadisableddiva.blogspot.com/2012/07/for-love-of-lucie.html The post described in detail what a doggie diva Lucie was. Lucie and I went through some tough times together. her companionship was invaluable. I think of her every day.
I kept writing. I wrote about everything from struggles with caregivers to Cher. I wanted people to know what my life was like. I wanted people to know what it is like to be dependent on other people for almost everything. I always tried to end with a positive message. I always tried to give my readers something to think about.
I have always been an advocate for people with disabilities. In 2014, when my life changed forever, I became an advocate for people in long-term care communities as well. I began blogging about how conditions were here. How understaffing effects resident care. People need to know what life is like in a facility on a daily basis. How will conditions ever improve if people aren't made aware of the issues residents face? Changes are happening at this facility. I hope the changes will be positives ones. I hope the changes improve the quality of life for those of us who live here.
I am trying to find an alternative living situation. Cerebral Palsy is a developmental disability. I must work with the Department of Mental Health. I have reactivated my case with them. I will be getting a case manager to assist me. Whatever happens, I will take my readers on the journey with me.
Writing this blog is therapeutic for me. If I write a post and publish it, I feel better because my voice is being heard.
Five years. 191 posts now. I hope my message of hope and perseverance has made a difference.
Thank you to those of you who have supported this blog for the past five years. Here's to five more.