Five years ago, on July 7, 2012, I wrote my first Confessions of a Disabled Diva blog post. I didn't remember the date until it showed up in my news feed on Facebook. Five years, 190 posts. This blog began as an experiment. I wanted to see if I could write something other than children's stories. I wanted to see if I could write something that people would want to read.
My first post was about Lucie. I knew writing about her would come easily to me. Everyone knew how much she meant to me. She meant even more after my mom passed away.I wanted people to know just how special Lucie was. I rolled up to my desk and began typing. When the post was finished, I'd written a post titled "For the Love of Lucie." https://confessionsofadisableddiva.blogspot.com/2012/07/for-love-of-lucie.html The post described in detail what a doggie diva Lucie was. Lucie and I went through some tough times together. her companionship was invaluable. I think of her every day.
I kept writing. I wrote about everything from struggles with caregivers to Cher. I wanted people to know what my life was like. I wanted people to know what it is like to be dependent on other people for almost everything. I always tried to end with a positive message. I always tried to give my readers something to think about.
I have always been an advocate for people with disabilities. In 2014, when my life changed forever, I became an advocate for people in long-term care communities as well. I began blogging about how conditions were here. How understaffing effects resident care. People need to know what life is like in a facility on a daily basis. How will conditions ever improve if people aren't made aware of the issues residents face?Changes are happening at this facility. I hope the changes will be positives ones. I hope the changes improve the quality of life for those of us who live here.
I am trying to find an alternative living situation. Cerebral Palsy is a developmental disability. I must work with the Department od Mental Health. I have reactivated my case with them. I will be getting a case manager to assist me. Whatever happens, I will take my readers on the journey with me.
Writing this blog is therapeutic for me. If I write a post and publish it, I feel better because my voice is being heard.
Five years. 191 posts now. I hope my message of hope and perseverance has made a difference.
Thank you to those of you who have supported this blog for the past five years. Here's to five more.