IT"S NOT CHRISTMAS BUT...

 Indulge me. I wondered what my mom was thinking as she knitted my Christmas stocking.  What emotions was she feeling?  She had no way of knowing I would have a disability. On my first Christmas, I was a fat, happy baby. What were her hopes for me that Christmas?

CAN SOMEONE WHO NEEDS CARE PROVIDE CARE?

 

I hope I made my mom's last months on this Earth comfortable and happy. I wanted her free from pain. Rest in Peace, Mom. I would give anything for one more day with you. I love you.

 

A LONG ROAD, BUT I DID IT

The road to achieving my goals of getting an undergrad and a master's degree was bumpy, filled with potholes and naysayers. I was on the verge of quitting, but my career took a different path. I did not become a social worker, graduate school in the 80s is not something I'd wish to repeat. I can say with pride that I got through it. I did not let the naysayers stop me.

 

MELVYN WAS A GREAT MAN

 I learned so much from Melvyn. Your life can still be meaningful despite being in an LTC.  He did not demand respect; his presence commanded it. 

MY WACKY STREAM OF CONSCIOUSNESS ON A MONDAY

This video has a little bit of everything. From my favorite bands and books to Insta. Check it out.

 

I'M A SQUARE PEG TRYING TO FIT IN

I am a square peg (square being the operative word) trying to fit into a world that was not made for people with disabilities. Trying to adapt. Trying to be seen and heard, If I go out to dinner, I expect to be included in the conversation of those I'm dining with. Not to just eat my food while the others in the group chatter away. I try to break into the conversation, but I am ignored. I am the only person with a disability. I was good for a smiling photo op of the group. I was invited; not included. This was not my first time. It won't be the last. 

I am grateful to friends and family who accept and include me for me. 

 

A BABY BEAR IS BORN

Illustrations by Gerrie Brinker

My book would not have become a reality without my family's unwavering support.