Friday, September 11, 2020

THE END (FOR NOW)

I have not written a blog post since July. My heart just was not in it. The reality that my posts are the main reason that I can never be a resident at NHC again has broken my spirit.  I don't feel I have anything of value to say anymore. I have only myself to blame. I never want my words to be a public relations nightmare for anyone again.

I wrote great posts in my head. I just did not have the energy to post them. I am sure the pandemic is a factor as well.  I have watched a ton of movies. How did we survive before streaming services?  If you need recommendations feel free to message me.

I worry about a lot of things. The upcoming election, if I will ever get a new power chair, and if I will ever see my friends again. My biggest worry is that I will never find a place where  I truly belong.

I think about the past all the time. My family members who are no longer with me. My friends who passed away. I think of them every day. I pray for my family every day.

I may blog again in the future. I will never say never.

September 11, 2001, We will never forget.



 


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